i'm sort of sick of the ring-around-the-rosie people play with me. until i'm dizzy and confused and i don't really know which way is up. and i just realized i'm two-faced. so i hope people are talking behind my back. it would serve me right. god i'm such a hypocrite sometimes. i feel like nothing in my life is secure, permanent. so "my fingertips are holding onto the cracks in the foundation" to quote kate nash. and all i can think of right now is giving up. giving in. letting God take it.
but at this point, i honestly don't know where to start.
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