unhappy.

maybe the reason i'm so unenthusiastic about our relationship is because the last time i got attached to you, you severed all ties and left me in the dust. so i apologize for not throwing myself back into that again. i'm sorry i've been hurt one too many times to trust people that easily. what more do you want me to do? i give all that i can to you. i try so hard and the reason i give up is because you always have someone more, someone better, someone more important and i'm tired of trying to measure up.

on top of that, i've seen what you can do. i know you're trying to change, but girl, you bring destruction with you wherever you go. i can't be destroyed again. i've seen what you can do, you're constantly hurting and scarring someone that i love very much. someone who has always been there for you, and has pursued you, and has been there for you, and has wanted to be close. i've seen what you can do and i hate it. so i'm sorry i can't live up to your standards. i'm sorry i have trust issues too.