thought of the day #16

today i feel like i'm okay. i don't really know why, because yesterday was really hard. i was so close to a breakdown it was ridiculous. but somehow i held on. and today i feel like i'm steady. and that can only be God. it's not in my strength to give me this kind of happiness. of course, there are these lingering doubts in my head about who i am to you. but i am choosing to trust that you know what you're doing. and that i will always be your best friend. and i'm trusting to God that He will comfort me, even in the darkness. and in the light, i will thank Him and praise Him. today, i am in recovery.

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