feeling.

well, it's late. for me, anyway. i'm tired and the past two days have been very odd. i feel emotionally detached from everything so everything feels like it's shifted, like it's off, but really it's just me. i've shifted. i'm off. and i'm hoping this is temporary, and i'm feeling like it probably is. especially since right now, i'm feeling quite a bit. that's almost entirely because i've been writing for a half hour. writing helps me to feel things. and the emotions are real, even if the words are fabrications. but now it's getting to the point where i'm starting to hate all my writing and i'm feeling like a failure as an author...so it's time to call it quits for the night and get some sleep.